The time has arrived for me to take the next step in my career and path of life. I move forward into the future with the goal of dreams and reality becoming one great existence. Â I have moved to the mountains of North Idaho to write, study, rest, work and enjoy the stars of the night sky. Â My plan is to stay here through the summer and by fall I will have devised a more holistic self, outlook, bag of tricks and procedures. It is time to integrate the rational and meta-physical self; the sensual and cerebral self; and the uber healthy self with the self that loves junk food.
I write these words partly in hopes of working through my fears and partly to share the experience with those of you who are trying to create a better existence for yourself. People often have one existence at work, another at home and then they also have a social face. Â When we don’t integrate our faces we can enter into dysfunction, disease and unease.
As a massage therapist I have learned a great deal about the patterns involved in chronic pain. In some fashion there is often a disconnect in the personal goals and faces of the individual and the faces required to complete the activities of making it in the world.
I am starting the process of opening up and sharing my most intimate parts with the world in hopes of showing that we are all human. We all have faces of ourselves that lay dormant and unless we show those faces they grow moldy and stagnant.  It is time to unfurl like a fern and gather the sunlight. Please stay in touch with me as the time progresses into the future and we examine the dark and shady crevices. It is time for us humans to make our future possible and create a bounty for generations to come. Lets get the energy flowing.